Argh, it's so frustrating! I'm not getting the advancement in the project I'd like. I keep hitting walls, and find myself more or less writing around those obstacles. Like putting out small fires popping out here and there.
What I need, is someone to throw around thoughts and ideas with. But I guess it's somewhat unfair to assume that someone would be as committed to another person's project. Truth to be told, I could well imagine myself not being all to ecstatic about working with someone (and I do think this is a "with"-relationship, not a "for" one) and not getting paid for it. And even if I would get someone to work with me on this one, there's practically nothing I can demand from them, just for that no-pay reason.
Although, it is consolidating to hear the "sounds good! tell me when it's done" from people. That's one of the only things that keep me still going. Perhaps I'm banging on the wrong doors... Should I go in to the Django-crowd and start asking from help there? In other words, do I want to get myself, as a PHP programmer copycatting their holy grail sort-of-thing, lynched?
Yeah. I'm losing momentum. I'm out of ideas.
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